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Take me out of this prison Where I no longer exist I can't take the madness Trapped in this maniacal abyss Invisible handcuffs hold me Like some animal caged Body disabled by them Mind evermore enraged Hiding behind masks of safety Why do they even try To hide the truth from me My mind is my only ally Paralyzing my outside Only strengthens my in Leaves them scratching heads Playing their tiny violins I'm a freak of nature? Of course I am, fool I'm the sadistic killer But you're a feeble tool ...

You exist all around me You reside everywhere inside me Under every inch of my skin My veins you occupy within Your touch silences my voice Your hand gives me no choice In relentlessness you speak Total control you seek So I slowly give in Just letting you win In exchange for your protection I become one of your collection But what worth is this? No love-filled ecstatic bliss? No “joy beyond compare?” No making love anytime, anywhere? You’re only into taking My spirit you are breaking Confide...

I am an altered being My body is broken, defeated Assorted fragments stitched into meaning My hand of charity Attached to my arm of greed My heart of love Stifled by my mind of envy Does my ill-suited pride Outweigh my gentle spirit? While faith and sacrifice saturate my days Gluttony has overtaken my nights My outward display of kindness Disguises my inner wrath My former activity was zealous and eager I’ve given in to my dormant coma I used to be able to control my senses Now lustful cravin...

Trapped beneath a fury of waves This soundless death my body craves I scream with mouth agape To my disgrace, no sounds escape Held under without hope of emerging With every gasp my adrenaline surging Totally immersed in this deep cobalt snare I laugh to myself in devilish despair Unrestrained rage fills my heart Then a sudden calm as I prepare to depart Suppressed agony I have endured My one desire is to be cured My only struggle is to again be free Free of everything, especially me As I fig...