Curse this stricken face These vile tears And traitors heart Give not into thought Memory or feeling Take back the flutter Turn away the smile Leave me as you found me I will heal come eternity Shards of the shattered dreams Crushed beneath your easy banter Finish your goodbye sentence Take everything with you Do not feel Cry or remember Watch the steps Walking out of your life The depth of pain will hit With your head on your pillow tonight Leave now The way you came While needle pulling thr...

I hate you all for what you do You sit there and gloat While we struggle to try To just obtain what little we can You do nothing to help Those you brought in While we are denied Just that one wish You get whatever it is you please And then when it comes time to feed You beg and plead For us to go and spend Every corner we turn Every bridge we cross All we hear is get this for me And no for us I hate you for what you do I try to stand tall and get us through We crumble and stumble Try to get a...

Every crashing wave that comes Plundering over the broken beach Ripping and raping at the sand. Tormenting and pulling Until the only things left Are raw scars and open wounds. Pulling out further, the water Gives little time for Licking wounds before Crashing waves come in again.

Why can't I fly away with you Lift my wings to touch everlasting blue Soar high above the trees and towns My chipper song turning all frowns Why can't I fly away with you Maybe in a flock or just with one or two Perch atop an oak, elm or holly We'd sit and sing being jolly Why can't I fly away with you And see things the way you do Every feeder making us fatter Rain or shine wouldn't matter Why can't I fly away with you It would be a wish come true To spend just a day flying Instead of a life...

You are now just a burning memory In our little world You felt the same rapture My heart was yours to capture Like butterfly wings Brushed by human hands I started to falter It was you that held my hand Coloring my world with such splendor I did not see the bars to which I surrendered Then came the day when I again took flight The look in your eyes when leaving your sight Haunts me in my dreams With you I knew joy With you I knew peace With you I knew laughter Flying from flower to flower I o...

I lay here and wait for the day to start So that the day can end and I can Lay here and wait for sleep again Always eluding me I stare for hours At walls and shelves and pictures Just waiting for my eyes to feel so heavy That they close for hours Until then I lay here yawning Counting minutes upon hours The dark of the night begins to lighten A new day has dawn Here I am still waiting For eight hours of peaceful slumber The alarm sounds and startles me It is time to get up Get ready and face ...

Fraction of a second Horror Stricken Just one moment Life Essential With time there is No telling Beginning to wonder if That's it Beating of the heart Now faint Need everything to Be clear Want to ponder on After this Color the world over with Black Paint

Don't tell me I wouldn't understand The only one here That doesn't get it is you Get your head out of the sand You need to understand That everyone here knows Every tear that you cry Every time you say goodbye You need to mean it You need to be through with it It's time to stop fighting It's time to start healing I'm not as young and dumb As you try to think I am In the middle of your fighting I grew up We grew up It's time to move on It's time to end this song The dance was over Long before ...

The red moon rises upon the night I spread my wings for one last flight At night my memories Remind me of the miseries I once had to endure Only pain with my thoughts of you Just the lies seem to seep through I can never think of a time I was happy to see you When will the night take light anew Then I will never again have to remember you My wings spread far against the stars And the cities below shows its own scars As people lay sleeping in tiny beds Nightmares and dreams playing in their he...

The sky is gray As the cold tears from the mother Wash away the sins of the earth I sit and wonder Is this to be my fate Forever to be lonely Forever to be misunderstood Don't even attempt to make me happy With your take of knowing misery What you think you know cannot be When the only thing you see Is the outer shell of me You will never know what My heart seeks in this life You can never understand How my soul feels When the tears of the mother fall Upon this earth I am trapped And here I w...