Drowning is better than this... it has to be. I stare at my disgusting face in the mirror. No wonder people don't like you, you pathetic little whore, I scold myself silently. The hideosity of the face that looks back at me in the glass is insulting. Every person I attach myself onto runs away. I can see why they do. If people hate me so much maybe things will just be better without me. Yes, things would be better without me. Flirting with the idea that pops into my head, I turn on the faucet...

Stained from the blood of another wound, A thorn from another rose Pricks my skin so fragile   The millionth time torn to pieces Maybe sometime I'll break Finish your job, I'm not supposed to still be alive.   Isn't it always that way? An almost finished puzzle Destroyed in the making.   Go tell the world you almost killed me, But you spared me, And left me to die alone.

Drowning is better than this... it has to be. I stare at my disgusting face in the mirror. No wonder people don't like you, you pathetic little whore, I think to myself. The hideosity of the head that looks back at me in the glass is insulting. Every person I attach myself onto runs away. I can see why they do. If people hate me so much maybe things will just be better without me. Yes, things would be better without me. Flirting with the idea that pops into my head, I turn on the faucet. Wat...

Drowning is better than this... it has to be. I lower my face down dramatically, adding more to this morbid mood. The tip of my nose hits the water lightly, shivers run through my body. My eyes wide open, I stare at the water that I keep approaching. I have no interest to stop. What happens to me is for the fates to decide. I've lived through Hell, where do I go next? Halting airflow to my lungs, I submerge my head in the water. My long hair disseminates around my head. The water burns my sen...

I've been in this place before, And every minute more I'm dying, If you believe I'll make it through, To yourself you're only lying.   I've felt this burn before, And the fire never seems to dull, If I want to eliminate the pain, I'll just find the trigger and pull.   I've never hurt this bad before, Inside I'm no longer alive, I cannot seem to find the shore, So I prepare to dive.   I've never drowned before, I've just had some trouble breathing, You took away my air, my life,...

"Forget me," he said, putting the vial to his lips. "Don't waste your tears on me, I'm not worth them." My heart pounded in the dimly lit room, completely frozen in time, watching him drink himself into death. I would have screamed my objection, if I had been able to speak. I would have thrown myself at him, if I had been able to move. This person that could be my favorite memory begged me to forget. I couldn't. I wouldn't. No existing force in this universe cou...

I can see right through your high-end look, your creepy painted mask, and this façade. Your self-consciousness shines right through in my eyes, I don't fall for your pretensions and I'm not blind to your distress. I can see the real tenderness that lies in your fake cold heart. Your need for social acceptance is higher on the priority list than being who you are or being with who you love. Your vanity takes away who you need, creating two opposing forces that you desire so ardently. Yo...