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again and again i sit and sit. but have no way of hanging on to this ledge that i am standing on. i just cant understand my way of seeing this threw. did i dream this or is it real? life is full of sorrow and greef. suiside thoughts and asid trips. full of lies and falisies on dieing mans lips. did u for see the end cuz i sure didnt. but then who knew?? but if we all fall threw then its the same fate for us all. i cant imagine a life without meaning yet mine doesnt mean shit. but who cares? i...

wait ... what ? im nut sure if this is gonna be the right way to say these things even for just a moment. who? nevermind that shit . anyway...... i was walking down the sidewalk and this gopher was trying to trick its self out. but the stormdrains were filling fast with the vomit stains from the exhaust pipe on the chevy taxi cab after the giraffe tripped over the hotdog that walt disney droped just before he died. if this dont turn some heads then i just cant say if its going to rain in the ...

With a wink and a smile she told me shed never leave. It was a lie. Just like all the rest. It always happens in this fashion. Never did i see in a million years the likes of "Her". "Her". It all comes down to "Her". Does it even mean anything? I never did figure out the reason for the decay in my head. Striving to make "Her" happy just brings me to my knees with my face in my hands. Again it was all for "her". "Her". It always comes down to "Her".

her violence so much more important then her tongue her treacherous hate still remains unsung in her shade the cross burns my skin so fragile as i lay dieing my mindset so infantile (never mind the cuts) save me..... from me..... give me the violence from her lifeless silence done onto her whats been done onto me

(sigh)....... If i say I'm ok it would be a lie. (sigh)....... I know that when i pull the trigger it will leave a mess. I know my family won't care enough to do anything. I can almost hear the sound this will make. will i actually hear it? I'm not sure if i will or not. But then if i.... If i... If i.. If.