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She hides her face When she’s not alone She wears a mask But it’s not her own It’s everyone else She wants to be Be just like them Supposedly free Free from the troubles The troubles of life Free from the sin And worries and strife But when night time falls And she climbs into bed Her mask falls apart And her heart fills with dread She screams and she cries But no one can hear She wants them to know Know all of her fear Her fear of facing A world with no mask Afraid they won’t like her Afraid...

There were many times I smiled at you But I smile so deep inside Afraid to show you too much All that I had to hide A past that had been stripped away By a tide that washed me dry And a past so dark and hesitant Never knowing when to cry There were nights when I would look at you And see me in your eyes There were nights when I would cradle truth Forgetting all the lies I’m sorry that I lied to you I’m sorry that I’m weak I’m sorry that I care for you But, with words, I cannot speak I’m ready...

Emotions. There are so many. Positive. Negative. Incertainty. What is done with them? Freely expressed? or trapped Deep inside. Mine? Buried. Deep within of my own well being Never able to see The light of day Yearning to be free The need of release The feelings So intense The negative Even positive Must be released From the human body Itself Cannot handle So they are Released Somehow Most often Forced out of the body Through pain. Invisible pain. Leaving a scar So deep. Just to show The Worl...

She hides her face When she’s not alone She wears a mask But it’s not her own It’s everyone else She wants to be Be just like them Supposedly free Free from the troubles The troubles of life Free from the sin And worries and strife But when night time falls And she climbs into bed Her mask falls apart And her heart fills with dread She screams and she cries But no one can hear She wants them to know Know all of her fear Her fear of facing A world with no mask Afraid they won’t like her Afraid...