Tryin to re write a classic/ a hopeless has been/on a mission of passion/far exceeding my ambition/out lastin/my energy is cashed in/my pockets empty baskets/ I sift/through the rubble and the garbage/to find my two sense/thrown out with the dinner scraps/A blitz attack and my mind is wiped clean/every memory I cherished suddenly means nothing/ As do I/a speck of dust/wind tossed through the sky/to live is to die/as to love is to lie/hand in hand/glaring into each other's eyes/No tears to cry...

Its the candle nearly finished and burnt down to about an inch/ Its the window sill I stare out/ Its the fabric/ Its the stitch/ Its the flame that dances/ and the passing of the masses/ Its my street lights and the pavement/ the graffiti art and enslavement/ Its the sudden breeze/ Its the mud beneath my feet/ Its the reality shows showing foriegn realities on TV/ Its my ambition/ My dreams/ My desires/ My screams/ My distance/ My withdrawl/ Its my all-consuming fall/ Its my failures/ My vict...

Your childish yacking, incessant babbling, my eyes roll as your jaw keeps flapping. Elementary investments in your under developed style stock, keep yapping bland style, get on with your babble Rock. Your a fucking joke, cough as you choke, Indo I smoke, leave you tongue tied, crouched in a corner like a little bitch swearing your too high, in need of milk and bread you cry. You silly, sheltered, stress smoking sell out, stick your mother fucking hands out, palms down, sleeves rolled, Chaos h...

Days pass by so quickly-I hardly notice them go/I sit alone so cold/surrounded by masses of outdated souls. Waiting to pass by quickly out of my life/I grab at a knife and I start to slice/I bleed love and hate/as I tear away/pushing myself to the side/walking around trying to hide/the tears in my eyes/but I cry and I cry/My insides throb for you/damn baby-I miss you/ how can these skies still be blue/I thought the sun rose solely for you/ I’m getting on with my life or whatever you wanna cal...

I lost the tragedy of my circumstance. I come here to partake in the beauty of me. I'm overtaken-the sunsets recreatin-this is the reason I got out of bed. Found in the evening, a beast staring blankly, I care nothing of the lost entity or of the hopeless sides of me. Weakness residing in me. Disease won't stop me. Beauty around me. Happy little beast. I lost the sad trilogy of hating me in beautiful words-self inflicted cuts on my wrists and arms-my name carved-in my thigh-scars fading out o...

I used to have somethin opposite of a Midas touch/everything I would ever touch would turn into dust/but God took dust and made a man/walked us across a desert of sand into the Promise Land/wit His hand I am able to withstand/I need not fear whether my feet will plant when I land/I trust in the Lamb/now my love can withstand/the fires of hell and man/blessed/yes/I am/

How can every sunny day always seem so dull and grey? Why can't I smell the roses, Or feel the breeze upon my face? How can every sunny day always seem so dull and grey? Where is the smile I use to sleep in, and the happiness I believed in? Where are all my dreams, my ambition, those stars? When did the night become so black, and my heart become so dark? How can every sunny day always seem so dull and grey? Wheres the alter I used to feel safe enough to pray? When did trust leave and faith ru...

Let the music drown out all the commotion, reckless emotion and hollow devotion. Tune into your own symphony. Beat to your very own drum. Only when you let go of who you are, can you be who you are destined to become.

In place of love Is the plague of infatuation A disease which leads to devitalization Hateful manifestations growing ever more Rapidly inside of the imagination No justification Just false representation All lies categorized Labeled and shelved Out of sight Out of mind To be replaced By an index erased History doomed to repeat it’s forgotten mistakes The lives it takes The hearts it breaks All part of the cycle from the Unhealthy Infatuate

Are you testing my patients for any particular reason, cause damn I’m getting anxious tryin to figure out your intentions? Don’t you wanna taste it? Sweet finger licking greatness? Oh sorry, that’s cockiness, can’t even disguise it, you’ll be sprung once your inside it, my home-sicko-what’d you think I meant? My soul-fuck no- my hole, dripping sweetly, I know, I know- of course your still thirsty-Do you want some more? You need it, can’t stop craving it-sounds like a personal problem, well, I...