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Tell me you love me even when you don't I just need to hear it so my heart can pretend it's there Lie to me tell me we'll be together til death Then kill yourself the day after You used to love me way back when you knew nothing of my imperfections When you'd die without my touch Now I don't remember how you feel You kiss me but I can't taste your lips

I see you in the car scrolling through the stations on your Sirius Satellite Radio and switching to the songs on your iPod while you talk to your mom on your Bluetooth as you stop at Mobile to get gas and swipe your On-the-Run card against the machine and you get off the phone with your mom to text message the chick you met at the MySpace party in Westport at Trainwreck with the long brown hair that wasn't hers and you get back in your car so you can get home to catch up on the Lifetime shows...

Kick me while I'm on my knees begging please don't hurt me. You're so fuckin' good at it. You scribbled on the final copy of my Pulitzer Prize winning novel, shredded my favorite cotton Bob Marley t-shirt, and pissed in my favorite pair of Converse tennis shoes. My life scares me so. I float around disoriented most days. I wrote my dreams on a piece of paper. My hands were shaking uncontrollably. I asked you to hold on to my dreams. You laughed and threw them in the trash. You kicked me while...

If only I could love you a little harder a bit deeper, I'd simply lose myself while loving you.