wrytergrrrl's profile

My story feels like it begins with my disease. Everything before it entered my life is fuzzy and blurred around the edges, like it wasn’t real. I know that things led me to this place but I don’t quite believe they actually happened to me. I like to believe that in the beginning I was a different person. That over the years of mistakes and bad choices and struggling against a disease that has grown to encompass my life more and more, I have evolved into a different sort of creature than I sta...

LaLa Lain is standing on the digital scale and staring with what I can only describe as utter disbelief. This is the fourth time she has weighed herself today, the second that she has been completely naked while doing it, and each time the number staring back at her from the LCD display has been unacceptable. “I don’t know how I can be expected to work like this!” She snarls finally, flinging herself off of the scale and onto the couch where she huddles into a ball. She reaches to the floor f...

It is generally accepted that a person can become addicted to cigarettes, alcohol, prescription medication, and illegal drugs. But addictions come in many forms that the majority of people are not aware of. Something as seemingly harmless as eating can become an addiction if it starts to be abused. Eating disorders, long considered “dieting taken to the extreme,” are serious, life-threatening illnesses with many of the same mental and emotional causes that drive others to use drugs. Just as s...

human, i cannot grasp the truth of being the cardboard toilet paper roll, as exciting and as pointless as a two dollar bill, what dreams come next in this ultra-light world? neccessary, evils of the pink stuffed teddy bear, the broken light-socket the world has become, we have built the castle in this place we stand upon; you and i, the person buried next to us with the aluminum cans, glass bottle memories i can't quite remember; yesterday, the day i couldn't sleep through the rain, powder bl...

It is girl-on-girl day at Pink Plush Studios. Everyone is irritable but they don’t say anything because Censor Bitch is here to observe things and one wrong word out of anyone could get all of us fired. The Harrisons and Censor Bitch do not get along. Have never gotten along. In the beginning the Harrisons wanted to name their production company Pink Pussy Pictures. Because of their contracts with prominent financial backers, Censor Bitch got the final say on what they could call themselves. ...