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AGE:
35
LOC: Melbourne, FL
GEN: Male
LAST LOGIN: November 08
LOC: Melbourne, FL
GEN: Male
LAST LOGIN: November 08
I am the eyes the world sees through. You have me wishing everything was real.
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Truth perception made from my reflection Making me aware without a clue Every single moment takes advantage Distances in me that become you Speech is made from nervousness and anger Every vacant look I’m scared of you Swallowing time capsules in a pattern Little pills that sicken me with every one of you In melodic essences that find me Purity beyond these words to you Scriptures built with harmony for longing Struggling to survive through all the shit you put me th...
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Vacant, evil creatures hurt me Crushing me is all you do But you held me for a moment So I guess i’ll live for you And i’ve lived a bit on each side Of this twisted dream design And i’ve clearly seen on both sides It's much better to be blind Energy remains a constant As reflections of my face Not to touch and not to bond with Intersections of pure hate You are such an awful person And you dared to call me “friend” And I need so much to hate you But you’re ...
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Every word ever spoken is a lie Every lie ever spoken is my name Celebration of horror- Delight of my mind Living is suffering And I love it, i guess Something stands in the way of desires every time Making things to deny myself Having stolen all i treasure Longing and loss It’s a beautiful world
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If only i was what i am If only i wasn’t what i’m not If only truth were true Then i might have my conscious will Timing is anything Its metronome is the hearbeat of essence In this existence of blindness Reason without truth Makes this dream of mine To be lived, to be seen, but never to be real… Where nothing is, could be, or shall ever be anything at all
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Little tiny frozen particles of time Orbiting themselves magnetically Fitting will into components of design Spinning little webs of symmetry Fabricating aggravating lies Everywhere aligns to laugh at me Anger stole the innocence of time Wisdom claimed my sensitivity Seasons change the answers questions find Adding bits to cycles endlessly Architecture’s framework the design Trapping hope inside eternity
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A lot of random thoughts, on a fairly stream of consciousness level. First, a kind of polarized duality I know all too well, in wanting (or in some cases perhaps believing) opposite things simultaneously- wanting to be known yet fearing exposure to someone else. Fear seems to be a big part of your psyche- even saying you may be afraid of who you are. That's slightly vague and abstract- I guess you have to KNOW who you are before you can judge yourself, with the latter being a process I find c...
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