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Fall into the crevices of my mind And tell me what you find The things that whisper by your ears The thoughts and emotions felt so real Close your eyes, Lay in the streams of my thoughts Tell me what you can hear And what you think is real   Look past my differences See me for who I really am The person inside the mind, Not what's in front of you!   Can you stand what you sense? The person you never knew I was Feel the alive I feel Tell me, can it be real?  

In this mind, does it really matter…? Do you really care to know what's going on in there…? I am trapped here, inside myself, alone, dark, yellow, and red, blue… I don't want your pity shut the fuck up bitch; see what else is coming through… I write these things down, to try and fish them out. Its too bad q-tips can't pop the thought bubbles and drain them out. It's also too bad they can't be blown out, into a snotty tissue to be balled up and tossed away. Purple e...

Despite the fact, come climb my tree, patronize me... Can't believe, I produced your seed, piece of waste you are… Without remorse, you feel none…your child cries for you… Sight turns into blacks and grays…what else is to come… This never-ending pain in my head… I can't stand to see the sadness in her eyes…caused from you… Why did you have to do this to her, I could understand me… Her innocence speaks louder than any words…...

Piece me together, Piece by piece. As I form, With each piece. Touch me here, Touch me there. Don’t dare, Touch me there.

Another sleepless night, wondering what dream you shall have tonight, wondering what will comfort you in your sleep, wondering if there is anyone out there to scare you once again. You lay your weakened body down to sleep, afraid to close your eyes; you glance around the room aimlessly trying to see through the dark, trying to make out what’s there. You close your eyes, listening to every little sound; you begin to think and slowly begin to drift to sleep. You begin to dream, but not knowing ...